Project Nostalgia – Lyrics

Down to Ride (feat. Drew The Dragon)

[August Wild & NittyGritty]

Im from 1995
I’m from 1994
Come with me, let’s take a ride
Tell me where you wanna go

We can have that nineties love
I’ll show you how it used to feel
Back when everything was genuine
You know my love is real

[Verse – NittyGritty]

I could take you out then sneakers
I could put you in them heels
Grew up living in apartments
Want that condo on a hill

Hard to trust you but I’m trying
And that’s something we could build
I won’t send you home crying
If your attitude is chill

With you clock is moving slow
Glad I got some time to kill
Murder lock me up from Merkin that pussy my greatest skill

Turn up Rocking with your friends in clubs
That’s a broken deal
Need you all to myself
I’m kind of selfish, that’s for real

Baby love me while I’m here
I’m only here a while
Streets be calling but I press decline
If you in route

I want you inside the whip
I wanna drive around
Love is hard to get, but we understand
So hold me down

Don’t hold me back
I got your back
I’ll give you satisfaction

I’ll break that back
Won’t give you back to those

Don’t let me have it
I feel attached
Let’s get this scratch
You got that touch of magic

I’m genuine
I’m here to give
What you ain’t used to having

[Hook – Drew The Dragon]
Tell me is you down to ride
I can’t lie girl

You always on my mind
I just need you by my
And we know love is hard to find
She don’t want the money

She just want to spend some time
I just need you by my side
And I can see it in your eyes
Say you miss me when I’m outside

On the grind
I just need you by my side
By my side
She not the type that you can buy

Can’t put a price
But you really be a dime
I just gotta make you mine

[Verse – August Wild]

Life with you is 

Life with you is paradise

Tell me how you make the winter feel like summer nights

You was with me at my lowest you be with me at the heights

I put you before the world till I reach the after life

What you like?

I know you what you like

You ain’t gotta tell me

Resurrect the 90s love 

Word to Makaveli

Lovin way too good I had to bring you out the celly 

Give me 7 days of lovin I’ll put babies in your belly

That’s a promise

Manifest what I speak

Follow through game strong 

But my pull out game weak

I can us in that Lamborghini whipping through the street

On our to way to the mansion

We was comin from the beach

Do you see what I see

Every time you look at me?

Kinda life that make you wonder

If it’s only just a dream

(Yes I do)

Oh you do?

Tell me why I’m not surprised

You the proof God is real, I don’t need no other signs

[Hook – Drew The Dragon]
Tell me is you down to ride
I can’t lie girl

You always on my mind
I just need you by my side
And we know love is hard to find
She don’t want the money

She just want to spend some time
I just need you by my side
And I can see it in your eyes
Say you miss me when I’m outside

On the grind
I just need you by my side
By my side
She not the type that you can buy

Can’t put a price
But you really be a dime
I just gotta make you mine

Doesn’t Matter Anymore

[Verse – August Wild]

I’ve been taking time away from everybody 

Growing up, I wanted love from everybody 

Now I see the world of what it is 

And I don’t really care to fuck with anybody 

Ain’t nobody made me cold 

I’m not what was done to me I am what I chose 

I chose everybody but me and my integrity 

Everybody I was living for is now dead to me

I think I’m seeing ghosts 

Only time I see them come around is when I toast

I know I’m way too generous to all these motherfuckers talking shit when I was broke

Where was everybody when I needed them the most? 

Let me know!

Even though 

It doesn’t matter 

Any more

I won’t ever find peace if I’m always at war

What I know is what I know

I know im headed for more

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Pushed away people that I love, but the same people show me I was never good enough

On a run from my feelings, I always try to keep them tucked

With the blood, I was chilling practiced misconduct

I was doing so much, but I never feed the energy

Look inside the mirror and I found my worst enemy

Used to blame suckers from having that lack of empathy

But I don’t see nothing from haters besides jealousy

They telling me to trust, but I got nothing left in me

Sit inside my home on my own, but I keep an empty

Bag and so I’m feeling shitty

I don’t need no one to tempt me

Thought I’d give you back some pity

Wonder why they distant with me

Let me know!

Even though 

It doesn’t matter 

Any more

The world’s cold but I love it so I never wanna die

But I’ll probably get killed because the beef ain’t aside

[Verse – August Wild & NittyGritty]

I used to have these old friends who would fry me on my swag 

And now they take turns putting fries in my bag

I used to have a bunch of suckers that would teach me how to sag now the same one sporting a bra and coach bag

They turn me down as the nice guy, they was too bad

Now they hit me on the low to be they third baby Dad

Turn me down because I was broke and it wasn’t in a C class

Now I’m pulling up with money and she’s skimming through the trash

You see life has a funny way of comin back round 

Me & Nitty told you boys we won’t ever backdown

Me and August hottest Summer on the beach don’t make a sound

August nights in the booth, make me sweat regret out

Let me know!

Even though 

It doesn’t matter 

Any more

I will never find peace if I’m always at war

what I know is what I know I know I’m headed for more

that’s a fact

Old Friends

[HOOK]

Old friends wanna block my shine

Fuck em 

Can’t wait till the day I die

Fuck em

Walk around with my head held high

Fuck em

They can hate me but I 

Love Em

Old friends talk about my past

Fuck em

Every time that I turn my back

Fuck em

Talk smack you’re gunna get smacked

Fuck em

Now, how do we feel about that?

Love em

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Snakes in the grass
So I mow mine twice
Friends keep a mask
With a switchblade knife

Ready for the backstabbin
Always want to fight
Put you in the past
Future looking bright

Loyalty so hard to find
I think it don’t exist
Money go away
Then they disappear

They fucking switch

Funny how I never needed you
But you needed me
Look around, no one around I know you’re feeling pissed

Old homies are the ones you gotta learn from
I got better things to do
Than just burn one burn one

You know, I Always keep it true
When my verse come
You know I’m always killing beef
Since my first gun

Don’t tell your people that you hate me
That’s jealousy
Friendships up and down
Can’t find the melody

Forgetting what they do to you
No memory
I recollect it all
Old friends ain’t shit to me

[HOOK]

Old friends wanna block my shine

Fuck em 

Can’t wait till the day I die

Fuck em

Walk around with my head held high

Fuck em

They can hate me but I 

Love Em

Old friends talk about my past

Fuck em

Every time that I turn my back

Fuck em

Talk smack you’re gunna get smacked

Fuck em

Now, how do we feel about that?

Love em

[Verse – August Wild]

Thought I told you boys from the jump

I ain’t gon jump when you want me to jump

I move when I move

And I do what I want 

I want all the smoke like I’m hogging the blunt

Whatchu know about comin out the mud

No handouts or love

Lovin everything you doin knowing that nobody does

Does it hurt when you looking at the man I’ve become 

When you told me that I wouldn’t be shit when I young

Going dumb making fun of myself all because

Everybody used to laugh, I thought that was love

But deep down I knew none of yall gave a fuck

Everybody went away when I was down on my luck

Now I’m up

I know you hate that

I stay nvsty 

And you stay mad

Keep my name out your mouth we can all coexist 

Otherwise you can suck my dick

[HOOK]

Old friends wanna block my shine

Fuck em 

Can’t wait till the day I die

Fuck em

Walk around with my head held high

Fuck em

They can hate me but I 

Love Em

Old friends talk about my past

Fuck em

Every time that I turn my back

Fuck em

Talk smack you’re gunna get smacked

Fuck em

Now, how do we feel about that?

Love em

Now I’m Up (feat. Duce Tro & AceBoogie)

[HOOK – Duce Tro]

I ain’t ever have a chance to stunt like this 

work until I got it now I’m up like this

Kill it until you feel it yeah you fuck with this

Ain’t no luck with this

 ain’t ever have a chance to stunt like this 

work until I got it now I’m up like this

Kill it until you feel it yeah you fuck with this

Ain’t no luck with this

This

This

[Verse – Duce Tro]

IAOTIW

It ain’t over till I win

Motherfucker
How about you
Never give up

That’s something You don’t do
I just put in proof

Eyes so clear plus I’m widening my view
How many times I fell down?

Man More than two
Put a Method to my madness

No smoking in my truth
Like my cigarette, exhale stress
And when that fire comes

I don’t run
Been through all this hell

Shit, I’m supposed to stunt
Shooting for the home run

But I could take the bunt
Either way I slide For my motive

Bad bitch with fire Flower call her lotus
But I can’t let Delilah Take my focus
Hocus-pocus No jokes with it
Muhammad Ali how I float with it

Move like I mean it when approaching it
I aint Never had a chance
Now I got it, God d*mn 

I’mma do my dance
Moonman Martian, I won’t ever land
Maybe Outta this world

But never outta my hands

Maybe Outta this world

But never outta my hands
I got control
This is my hold

This my hold

[Verse – NittyGritty]
I do my own stunts
Don’t need a stunt double

I Got my own love
Don’t need love from you
Push my own work

Don’t want work with you
I Put myself first I got a selfish issue

lucky me
I could come down from smoking tree and still be
higher than the ceiling of the roof be

Excuse me

Hotter than a Hundred degrees
Without in education
I Came straight from the bottom

They pulled me out the pavement

Shoot me in the head If I don’t kill it
I Don’t make a playlist

But All this music I’m making

I’m always playing it

Shawty getting naked I’m slaying it

I’m laying it
Crazy in the head but I love her for it

No basic bitch

The shady shit you see They try to block my sunshine
I still grind

Still got time to write a punchline

I don’t reply But I know they see me online
Cutting casts off
If they actin like a feline

Man watch out!

[HOOK – Duce Tro]

I ain’t ever have a chance to stunt like this 

work until I got it now I’m up like this

Kill it until you feel it yeah you fuck with this

Ain’t no luck with this

ain’t ever have a chance to stunt like this 

work until I got it now I’m up like this

Kill it until you feel it yeah you fuck with this

Ain’t no luck with this

This

This

[Verse – AceBoogie]
We ain’t never had shit
Had to run it up

Y’all done see me put in work
Never call it luck
See them switching on me now they out there looking Stuck
Only way they reaching out is asking for a couple bucks

Life so crazy
Want to make money
Take care of my baby

Find a Nice crib where the Trees real shady
Talking to neighbors like

“Hey miss lady”

If you let me, I’m a go and stunt
Pops told me Gotta Go and get it how I want

We ain’t nothing like them, dudes who always wanna front

With some big dogs
Man, we really grew off the runts
We’ve beenGrinding

Hoping that it’s worth it
Struggling every day cause Life ain’t perfect
I know that we Still hurting cause we Soul searching
Dream chasing and you know we still working

Hope this nine to five
Isn’t how we live our lives
I want to tell the world

See beaches from the sky
Win an award
That’s gonna Make my mama cry

And lLeave my son More than memories If I die

[Verse – August Wild]

I’m about to show you something you never thought I would say

My life’s been going good you boys can’t relate

Everyday I been doing what you boys can never do

I’m ashamed of myself that my enemy is you

You a biiiitch

No matter what you say about me

I know that deep down I am who you want to be

I got the kinda money you been lying to your bitch about

Got the kinda house you been lying to your bitch about

Who is she in love with?

Prolly not you

Everything you tell your bitch is prolly not true

Im bout to fuck around and wake you up to reality

You fat mutha fuckas getting burned like a calorie

I barely warming up

Your life’s been going down

My life’s been going up

And I’m never slowing up

Who the fuck do you think you are playing with me?

If I lost everything I have, you’d still be

A weak man, with deep rooted insecurities 

Thinking they would disappear if you talk about me

At least keep with the facts

In fact, leave it to me

You be talking to bout yourself when you lie about me

[HOOK – Duce Tro]

I ain’t ever have a chance to stunt like this 

work until I got it now I’m up like this

Kill it until you feel it yeah you fuck with this

Ain’t no luck with this

 ain’t ever have a chance to stunt like this 

work until I got it now I’m up like this

Kill it until you feel it yeah you fuck with this

Ain’t no luck with this

This

This

Bring Real Back

[Hook – August Wild & NittyGritty]

We about to bring back

We’re bringing real back and we are 100% and I know you feel that

We are about to bring back

That good music to your ear

Something dope something fresh you can ride while you steer

All you Gotta do is ride like this yeah this is my shit

All you Gotta do is ride like this yeah this is my shit

[Verse – NittyGritty]

I feel alive since I killed off the old me

I never did what I was told you cannot mold me

Feel broke from the lie that they told me

I miss the way it used to be low-key

Nobody real they ain’t real, so I’m authentic

Like what’s the deal how you feel unapologetic

This sweet ol line but I typed two diabetic

No one hold heir nuts in the flesh the keeper prosthetic

No fake arm or alarm in, I’m gonna keep the peace

Wish it was the old days missing how I used to be

I choose to be who I see when I look inside of me

Imitator see me and struggle Im who they’re trying to be

Aside for me, I know this life is getting harder for you

Wait a minute speaking to myself again I’m talking for you

Old memories that seem to be distracting for you

Holding onto how you felt is never doing nothing for you

[Hook – August Wild & NittyGritty]

We about to bring back

We’re bringing real back and we are 100% and I know you feel that

We are about to bring back

That good music to your ear

Something dope something fresh you can ride while you steer

All you Gotta do is ride like this yeah this is my shit

All you Gotta do is ride like this yeah this is my shit

[Verse – August Wild]

Life used to be much simpler in comparison 

To these days 

Everybody’s living in comparison 

It seems like nobody gives a fuck about each other 

And that’s why a lot of mission trying to make the world care again 

I know I’ll probably sound hypocritical to all

My enemies and anyone who’s trying to see me fall 

I am not like y’all 

I embrace my flaws 

I am a hypocrite fa sho

But that don’t  make me wrong

Listen up 

Every now and then put the fucking phone down 

If you making moves, go and keep them on the lowdown 

I don’t pay no mind to your follower count

Cause I have yet to see it equal to a dollar amount

Got 100 K followers doing something right?

But it pales in comparison to getting sunlight

On a boat on a lake with my phone disconnected

The old times died, but now it’s resurrected

[Hook – August Wild & NittyGritty]

We about to bring back

We’re bringing real back and we are 100% and I know you feel that

We are about to bring back

That good music to your ear

Something dope something fresh you can ride while you steer

All you Gotta do is ride like this yeah this is my shit

All you Gotta do is ride like this yeah this is my shit

Paradise

[HOOK]

Let me take you round the globe

Where you wanna go?

Paradise love

Baby let’s roll

You already know

What it is 

When you by my side

You make me feel like I already died

This love is way too good to be true

This love is way too good to be true

This love is way too good to be true

This love

This love

[Verse – NittyGritty]

She wanna take a vacation
She like my paradise
When I’m with her I’m lucky

She like my pair of dice
Don’t gotta put her in check

She wear a pair of Nikes
Later that night
She in them heels when it’s Dinner time
I wanna catch a flight with her

Peep the higher view

Smoke a few
Tell you the truth
I wanna lie with you

Eyeing you

Vision impaired
But I can drive you crazy
can’t begin to fathom Or write down What I do to you
Cruising through I got my Sidekick with me, yeah

Leave your phone at home When you with Nitty, yeah

I know you’re back hurting

So let me hold them titties

I could die with you and get rich like 50 put it simply
Hair done
Nails done

Lay your head on the pillow
I care some
Fear none

But with you sentimental
I’m up the middle with it
Like a running back
Paradise loving Your Fire

As we prepare to match

[HOOK]

Let me take you round the globe

Where you wanna go?

Paradise love

Baby let’s roll

You already know

What it is 

When you by my side

You make me feel like I already died

This love is way too good to be true

This love is way too good to be true

This love is way too good to be true

This love

This love

[VERSE – August Wild]

I will never hurt you, I will never lie

Imma love your body till the day that I die

Loving so good that it make me wanna cry

This love is paradise, this love is paradise

Baby this the kinda love that make an atheist believe

In God, Heaven, and Hell

Think of what we can achieve

I know, we working hard cause we want a lot of things

But don’t get it confused, you are all I’ll ever need

In this life, the next life, and eternity 

Come and put me to the test, I’m talking paternity 

I promise I won’t leave

But trust, I’m taking leave

To spend time with you and our child

I wanna be

The best version of me

Everyday for you baby

Even though you are my angel I pray for you baby

I want do for you what you did for my soul

I promise I will never let you go

[HOOK]

Let me take you round the globe

Where you wanna go?

Paradise love

Baby let’s roll

You already know

What it is 

When you by my side

You make me feel like I already died

This love is way too good to be true

This love is way too good to be true

This love is way too good to be true

This love

This love

Keep It Hunnid (feat. SlowBurnCrew)

[Verse – August Wild]

I ain’t really with the talk im bout that action

You ain’t a drive like mine, that’s why you crashin

People I was fuckin with just hate me with a passion

When I’m not around they be talkin bout my fashion

I know who I am, I was born to be a star

My competition is soft, everyday I’m going hard

You was rappin for the look, you’ll never say another bar

Since you wanna talk about me lemme show you who you are

Insignificant 

Only thing you care about is clout

You been watching how I move

But you need to watch your mouth

You gon make me fuck around and peace it up with everybody that I dissed

We ain’t got no smoke, you just a bitch

No amount of accolades

You get will make you feel

The love that I be getting from the homies cause I’m real

Jordan Peele, you been living in a shell of yourself

And I ain’t said one thing you ain’t telling yourself when you alone

[Hook – Maije of SlowBurnCrew]

Oh man
You couldn’t even buy what I’m saying
Oh man
I’d let you try but you wouldn’t understand

Keep it hunnid

Hunnid

Fuck 50

Keep it hunnid

Hunnid

Fuck 50

Keep it hunnid
Matter fact, fuck 98
You can lie to yourself before you come and lie to me

[Verse – SlowBurnCrew]

Nothing but Young kings in my section
Don’t got hoes don’t got thots
I got best friends
But I got a couple questions

How do I have a whole ass job
And a kid on the way
And I’m still getting
All of my reps in?

I’ve been changed
I’ve been grown
I’ve been humble
I’ve been Knocked down

And then Came back to the hustle
My Grandpa told me Never to give up When I’m feeling down

His passion keep me up Even though he’s not around

This feels like the part of life that’s feeling like we stuck in but
Honestly for me, it’s just the introduction

Cause I been in the epilogue

Been in the lowest part of life

Where I ain’t win at all
and I ain’t even finished Dog

Fuck it, We ain’t even finished Dog
Ever since SBC hit the scene
We been going off on our own plane own lane
Chump change
Till we make it

new wave In the making

[Hook – Maije of SlowBurnCrew]

Oh man
You couldn’t even buy what I’m saying
Oh man
I’d let you try but you wouldn’t understand

Keep it hunnid

Hunnid

Fuck 50

Keep it hunnid

Hunnid

Fuck 50

Keep it hunnid
Matter fact, fuck 98
You can lie to yourself before you come and lie to me

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Street lights on
But I’m still outside
I know They watch what I’m doing
But they still off time

And Shawty got a OnlyFans but she Still not fine
I’m In my own lane swerving but Never collide

Life used to be a wreck
I never call the paramedics
Took my losses as lessons

You hate me? It’s a blessing

I’m not the one to be guessing I read it how I read it
Don’t answer questions I solve problems
You won’t get it
Creep smooth
Something like TLC

I’m not your DOG I’m Off the leash with it

My sheets linen for clean bitches
I Mean business

I peeped in it

She seemed interest

I reached in it

My pants again they tell me it’s a tight fit

Suckas fuck with suckas and them suckas ain’t like this
You style crap

Nothing more That’s a period
My past was a joke
Wonder why I took it serious

[Hook – Maije of SlowBurnCrew]

Oh man
You couldn’t even buy what I’m saying
Oh man
I’d let you try but you wouldn’t understand

Keep it hunnid

Hunnid

Fuck 50

Keep it hunnid

Hunnid

Fuck 50

Keep it hunnid
Matter fact, fuck 98
You can lie to yourself before you come and lie to me

Still Waiting (feat. Cisco)

[Verse – August Wild]

All I ever wanted in this life was to provide

The life I’m living now I dreamt when I was 5

Comin out the east side

When the family got us out cause they was trying to survive 

I ain’t ever ever goin back to barely getting by

I remember how it used to be

It’s not the shit you brag about

Sleeping on the floor, we as living at my gramma house

Daddy never cried he was trynna be a man about

Losing everything that I he loved

He couldn’t stand around

Doin nothing

That’s why I’m after something bigger than myself

But kinda like my Daddy I don’t need nobody help

Cause every fucking time I tried to trust somebody else

They leave me there to die every single time I fell

It turned me to real cold body

Had me walkin round this life like I know nobody

I don’t hold no body to the bar that I set

And the day I stop going for my dreams, I’ll be dead

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Dream chasing, complacent I’m Feeling like I’m last place
I’m On a mission
Gonna listen to me anyway
I’m Speaking real shit

I swear I’m past fake
Saw my brother through the glass
But I can’t break
Heartbreak

Thought I’d be further I Guess it’s too late
Can’t say that I had a father
Man, I hate his face

And We look alike
But we took different paths
Music was my destiny
I’d die if I ain’t wrote a rap

Spoke a fact
Now you relatin and tell me that was gas
Underestimated I’m Hated
I Hope I make ’em mad
I just wanna vent through the interface

Just wanna piss people off Today
Lookin at my wrist
It ain’t gold today

Still I’m authentic
Pretending ain’t what I demonstrate
see my face Struggle is written on it

I see my face

They still waiting on me
They’ll have to visit my grave

[Verse – Cisco]
You know

Many people we love
We owe thanks to
And without them
We wouldn’t be able to thank you

Pushin for somethin much bigger than myself 

Puttin weights on my body these muscles gon help

I don’t do this shit for nobody but my own self

You thinkin that im selfish but you never lent help

How the fuck can I respect you but you don’t respect ya self 

without a father to bother I was stuck on that shelf

Since 6yrs old been giving myself advice

Explains why the lefts that I took weren’t right

Was meant for the pen but I put one in my hand

Without my grandmother a nigga would’ve been dead 

Reachin for the heavens everytime I think bad

I think back bout the bad times that we had

The places we once was and the ppl that we got now 

Grateful to be headed for heights we never thought bout 

Can’t comprehend all the obstacles overcame 

Could give a fuck if they know me or know my name

Rearview

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Too much pressure it’s Extra
It’s on my shoulders
Notice I Came from the pain
And it never changed
Thinking ’bout my memories
Friends turned enemies

Looking back Pictures were painted From all the stress that came

Try to sleep
But I’m Tossing, turning
Stomach is churning
Money motivated me

I’m not worthless

Still I hate My old self
Wish it hurt less
Regrets and I hide it With sex
But really feel depressed
I remember Putting five on pump five

And Take the other five
and drive and get high
I was Breathing 

still I felt off I’m dead inside

What’s the meaning

They pick out a coffin when I die

Trying to put it all behind me

The weight is hard to carry though
I’m Merry-go ride

I’m running in circles tough to bury those

Feelings and emotions

I Hear ’em on the stereo
Talk about my past
But the future I got room to grow

[Verse – August Wild]

Tell me what you wanna know

I’m an open book 

I can tell you what I got or I can show you what it took

I misunderstood, what it would

Take for me to start

No one tells you growing up

Will also mean you grow apart

From the people that you hold within your heart

Pardon me

I get overly emotional thinking of memories

I remember all of us would always talk about our dreams

Now I only get to kick it with the homies in my dreams

Such is life

Looking at my life

How can I be down

I got every need when I take a look around

Cause I used to think that happiness was when you had a lot

Now I know that I happiness I being good with what you got 

I remember having nothing

I would find some kind of joy

I been sad having money

I been happy unemployed

And the opposite was true

And true enough, it’s nothing new

You either point the blame

Or change your point of view

[Hook]

Looking back at my life
I reminisce
Look at that
I came far

I Made ’em pissed
Keep the stacks
I like ’em large
I want ’em crisp

Rear view
It’s in the past
It don’t exist
Rear view

See my life in the rear view
Rear view
See my life in the rear view
Rear view

I see my life in the rear view
The rear view
Rear view
The rear view

[Hook]

Looking back at my life
I reminisce
Look at that
I came far

I Made ’em pissed
Keep the stacks
I like ’em large
I want ’em crisp

Rear view
It’s in the past
It don’t exist
Rear view

See my life in the rear view
Rear view
See my life in the rear view
Rear view

I see my life in the rear view
The rear view
Rear view
The rear view

Better Off Alone

[HOOK]

I don’t belong most places I go

But honestly I just don’t care no more

I think I’m better off alone

I think I’m better off alone 

I don’t wanna be 

Like everybody else who can’t recognize who they are no more

I don’t wanna be like everybody else

I’m down to be alone

Down to be alone again

[Verse – August Wild]

Imagine what it feels like when everybody ghosts you

When you just wanna talk about the kind of shit you go through 

And everybody treat you like it’s something that you don’t do 

You got a lot of feelings as a man you’re not supposed to

Luckily for me, I learned a very good lesson 

Take the free game, you just gotta pay attention 

If you always dying on a hill by yourself 

Being everybody else is a curse, not a blessing 

That’s the way it used to be in every fucking message

But what the world‘s becoming man I never would’ve guessed it 

Everybody got no shame, they even flex it 

So when you have integrity, you know they wanna test it 

They’ll do a lot of shit because they wanna see your breaking point

Im trynna make a difference and these haters wanna make a point

Never let them make me an example for nothing

Unless we talking about somebody that was standing for something 

[HOOK]

I don’t belong most places I go

But honestly I just don’t care no more

I think I’m better off alone

I think I’m better off alone 

I don’t wanna be 

Like everybody else who can’t recognize who they are no more

I don’t wanna be like everybody else

I’m down to be alone

Down to be alone again

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Said I’m Better off alone

Had to learn it all The hard way
No one ever checked on me
When I had an off day

Mask on they face
Two-face like it’s cosplay
I was Never in good hands
I had No all-state

Penny pinching Just to get it
I would Cross you
Broke a couple ankles On the way
And Prayed to God too
Forgive me for my sins
I’m Learning without a classroom

False hope Seeing my future
I’m Looking past you
we not the same Not the same
I’m a rare breed
I Paid the price For my feelings

I Wasn’t carefree
I wanna box With the millions
Like I was Ali

I’ll be Posted up lonely
No one beside me
Isolation dangerous
Already know what pain is

I Wanted more Than be famous
I want my circle spacious

can lock us up & detain us
But thoughts are always racing

See myself in you but we different
I Hate to say it
But

[HOOK]

I don’t belong most places I go

But honestly I just don’t care no more

I think I’m better off alone

I think I’m better off alone 

I don’t wanna be 

Like everybody else who can’t recognize who they are no more

I don’t wanna be like everybody else

I’m down to be alone

Down to be alone again

Not One Thing (feat. Aztek)

[Verse – August Wild]

I feel this deep pain in my soul 

From a time, I just can’t seem to let go 

I’m so throwed I know, but don’t hold the truth back

That’s the only way that I’m ever going to grow

This road I’m driving ons not memory Lane

I take the same roads to home every day

But way back in the day, I was rolling with the gang

Made a promise to each other we were never gonna change 

We broke that, but that’s on me. I went away. 

Sometimes I wish I was Matthew McConaughey 

Going back to the past, trying to tell myself to stay 

But even if I could, I wouldn’t listen anyway

But hey, that’s the way life goes when you live

Fast like a NASCAR trying to do it big

I wish I knew then what I know right now

But I don’t regret not one thing I did

Not one

[Verse – Aztek]

It was set trippin
Gang banging and dope slinging
Had to do a little bit of the second to get the payment

Red and blue lights
Red and blue numbers
Upmost respect
’Cause I came out that motherfucker

But that wasn’t me
And I knew what I wanted
Keep it to yourself
And Soak up all the knowledge

Never went to college
If you need to use the violence
Butt Stack it in the safe
Keep chasing them commas, yeah

I’m Still living and breathing
And I’ll Be damned if a motherfucker,

Thinking I’m sleeping

And I Been on some real shit
Even scheduled next weekend
And I can’t let a motherfucker think he own my freedom

No regrets on the barrel when I spit it
I done put in enough work To say I did it

I’mma be a Legend from beginning To the end

And I  Won’t stop
Till the whole team winning

Not one

[Verse – NittyGritty]

No regretting I’m letting the Past go
Fast forward
I’m Selective with friends, they scando

Getting Cash flow
Move around
Don’t let the grass grow
I remember rolling my problems inside tobacco

Life of Lasso it’s Two steps
Then Five back

Odds? I defied that

They can’t deny that
Tell me where I lied at
Now I see they sleeping on me

Came from the mud
With a Fresh fit
No heat up on me
Speak up on me

Still I’d die a man

Before I shoot a opp
Driving crazy in the whip
I’m going through a lot

If I ain’t got it
But you got it
Give me what you got
Envy in they eyes

I see it
So I Let ’em watch
Not one thing About me is irrelevant

I’m So in touch With the music so They feeling it
I can never hold The truth back
I’m real with it
I will never fold or Bend back

I deal with it

[Hook – August Wild & Aztek]

Not one

Thing I regret in this game

Not one

Put in that work with no shame

Not one

Pick up the weapon and not aim

Not one

Not one

Not one

Not one

not one

Not one

Thing I regret in this game

Not one

Put in that work with no shame

Not one

Pick up the weapon and not aim

Not one

Not one

Not one

Not one

not one

Self Luv

[Verse -NittyGritty]

I was lost hated who I was

Now I’m loving who I am
I Became an artist
Trying to make ’em understand

Never knew my worth
I was Way below a band
When my circle got small
Saw the growth firsthand

Struggle that’s what made me
How could I forget?
Self-doubt with my Image 

I was changing up my fits

Family on drugs
They ain’t really give a shit
Now I’m older
And find it hard to learn to forgive

Misfit I was Hanging with lost souls With Small goals
Dodging my responsibilities Like a pothole
Relating to the ones coming from a divorced home
Now you need a membership t fuck with me
Like Costco
Learned who I’m destined to be
I’ll never back down

Project Nostalgia, is who I am now
Had to let the pain Define me

’Cause it helps out
One thing I’ll never go back to
Is self-doubt

[HOOK]

I’m the one from the struggle
Who ain’t never gave up
But I’m just like you
Feel I never had enough

I don’t want excuses
I don’t need no crutch
Gotta bury self-doubt
Just to get self-love

Self-love
Putting all my problems in the past
Self-love
I’m the one to pick up all the slack

Self-love
If I’m making me some scratch
Self-love
I’m the one

[Verse – August Wild]

This is me talking to myself when I was young

I wish you didn’t listen to the hate when you know that you’re the one

If you wasn’t tell me why when you’re confidence is up

They be trynna bring you down

Cause you’re more than enough

Enough thinking you’re not

Now I’m taking off the gloves

If the whole world hates you you still got love

In your heart, for yourself

Fuck everybody else

I’m done fuckin around just in case you couldn’t tell 

You been so damn worried bout every thought of you

You been wasting life not doing what you gotta do

Grinding

Putting in work while they gossip

You don’t wanna fit in them rooms, you need to stop it

Every time you leave that room, you’ll be the topic

People only talk shit, when they know they not shit

But I know it hurts losing friends that you love

But trust me when I say that you always been the one

[HOOK]

I’m the one from the struggle
Who ain’t never gave up
But I’m just like you
Feel I never had enough

I don’t want excuses
I don’t need no crutch
Gotta bury self-doubt
Just to get self-love

Self-love
Putting all my problems in the past
Self-love
I’m the one to pick up all the slack

Self-love
If I’m making me some scratch
Self-love
I’m the one

[HOOK]

I’m the one from the struggle
Who ain’t never gave up
But I’m just like you
Feel I never had enough

I don’t want excuses
I don’t need no crutch
Gotta bury self-doubt
Just to get self-love

Self-love
Putting all my problems in the past
Self-love
I’m the one to pick up all the slack

Self-love
If I’m making me some scratch
Self-love
I’m the one

Show Me

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Don’t just talk about it Show me

People all around me But I’m lonely
I’m closed off If you don’t know me

The old me Was the cold me
I’m tired of it
Everybody wanna try to force me To be the worst version
Hurt person
Trying to walk away But that only make the hurt worsen

No speaking in cursive Tell me why you twist my words up?
They Artificial and fictional That’s my first thought

First off, judging the cover Won’t get you autographs
If I ever make it they’ll stop hating and forget the past

Show me where the love went Show me where I care at
My heart is heavy can see it in a photograph

Picture worth a million words Mindful of paragraphs
In song form and I’m Known to write a verse fast

If actions louder Why they quiet when I come around?
Talk behind my back Like I don’t hear it

Let’s Tone it down
That’s why I thank God that He showed me 

The true colors of people I see they phony
Come to when I’m older should’ve got some funds
Love me when I’m gone
But while I’m here Nobody showing up

[Verse – August Wild]

Don’t just talk about it show me

Don’t just talk about it show me, show me

You even gotta try showing me the person that you is

Everything you never try to show

Time already did

Show me that you want it more that you want it more than me I’ll give you all of it

Every time I gave my heart away they would demolish if

Everybody did me dirty All I did was polish it

Don’t nobody want it more than me I’m takin all of it

For me & mine 

Member when you used to be apart of that

Tell me how you left in the same place that we started at?

Show me where your heart is at

I can always tell

Cause I’m working for the team

You been working for yourself

And you still broke

Tell me how you greedy and poor

But now I think I understand what you needed me for

You been acting like the greatest, like you got it like that

But we both know the truth, you a spoiled lil brat

That’s why I thank God that he showed me

Everybody’s colors even if it left me lonely

Now I understand he was protecting me from

All the snakes in the grass and you lazy ass bums

Trust Issues (feat. angel ochoa.)

[Verse – NittyGritty]

A diamond in the dirt
But you still flawed
Love made me look past it
Let my heart thaw

I can’t trust you
If we argue and don’t bond
I just need you to be true and take your clothes off

Admired your body But always praise your mental
My number one will Never second like a pencil

You want me reading your mind then it’s gonna be an issue

I guarantee to be the only one who always gets you

I Shoot my shot Like a pistol
I keep my standards high

Smoking to suppress my feelings
Was feeling dead inside
And You the same We relate
We See eye to eye

Gotta keep it civilized
Ready for compromise
I hate to socialize
Never been a people person

I like my woman opposite
Be a different version
And We ain’t versus
I want us on the same team

Same page
Writing this song
So you can blame me

[Hook – angel ochoa. & August Wild]

The seventh seal, if you need me by your side while you’re trying to heal

This is not a dream, baby girl this is real

This is not a dream, baby girl this is real

The seventh seal, if you need me by your side while you’re trying to heal

This is not a dream, baby girl this is real

This is not a dream, baby girl this is real

[Verse – angel ochoa.]

i’m off of this 

steady movement stunt my growth please don’t profit it 

if you can’t see me  do you know then what a prophet is? 

if you can’t see for who i am then what is all of this? 

extravagant 

girl i know you fuck with diamonds and pearls 

but if we can’t sacrifice dinners can i give you the world? 

shi 

well let’s use these words as referral

you remind me of the art that i see on those murals 

trust is my pops worst enemy 

and as a result thats been carried down the line genetically 

expose every bone in flesh God revealing the rest 

insecurity and pictures of folks  that are ahead of me 

position on earth is stamped in the book of life 

and as i move forward with this weight and the bright lights 

if i am who i am and you pick up my dirty bags 

then let’s go extra slow when we moving tonight 

so baby

[Hook – angel ochoa. & August Wild]

The seventh seal, if you need me by your side while you’re trying to heal

This is not a dream, baby girl this is real

This is not a dream, baby girl this is real

The seventh seal, if you need me by your side while you’re trying to heal

This is not a dream, baby girl this is real

This is not a dream, baby girl this is real

[Verse – August Wild]

Serpents in the garden, poison apples in the trees

That is proof manipulation doesn’t look how you believe

When the demons and the angels both have wings

Put your trust in ya self and not the beauty of a thing

I remember being 6, my identity confused

Everybody had opinions on a life I didn’t choose

14:22, the path was revealed

But unbeknownst to me I wasn’t behind the wheel

It was God

Giving me purpose in my depression 

Word to usher Raymond there’s a rhythm in my confession 

If I only learned one lesson in this life, you can still be lost even when you have direction

I’ve been brokenhearted by people I thought I trusted 

Family members, girlfriends, best friends 

Crushed it 

7:13 then I turned 23

The path I was on would’ve led to destruction 

Can’t Tell Me

[HOOK]

Can’t nobody tell me how LIVE

Even when they try to bring you down you gotta 

LIVE

You ain’t gotta be the best

But you know you gotta LIVE

Gotta realize you get one chance to LIVE

Everybody dies so that mean you gotta LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

[Verse – August Wild]

Baby all this time I couldn’t see 

I was being who they wanted me to be 

Got away and now I’m getting back to me

But who am I? Who is me? 

I’mma find out 

Life is like a journey 

Not a place 

Happiness is kind of like a marathon and not a race 

Imma take my time, baby, I ain’t in a rush

One thing about time, never know when it’s up 

So I’m up 

Doing what I was born too baby 

I could tell you what I will and I won’t do, baby 

Imma chase my dreams with my middle fingers high

And I’m never giving up until the day I fucking die 

My haters wanna see me in a grave or a ditch

If I died right now you would still be a bitch

Imma keep on doing what I do, and do it big

Yeah imma do it big baby

[HOOK]

Can’t nobody tell me how LIVE

Even when they try to bring you down you gotta 

LIVE

You ain’t gotta be the best

But you know you gotta LIVE

Gotta realize you get one chance to LIVE

Everybody dies so that mean you gotta LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE 

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Imma see the dirt
After living on a shirt on some linen

But for now, I gotta get it

Grew up, broke without a question
Took some losses made them lessons

I was Stressing as an adolescent
Music my confession
Now I Ride slow

Music rolled down Life’s a blessing

Got a dime on my side
Was a nine, but I switched it

Can’t nobody tell me How to live
I’m my own person

And you were a straight bitch If you hating

Should carry purses

I’m nursing and I nurture my peace
Like I’m a soldier

Thought I told you
I’mma what I want

Not what they showed us

Chasing dreams
See in the future without a boulder on my shoulders

Cause the Weight getting heavy
Hard to hold up

But I’m a get through it
Can’t nobody hold me down

And I gotta get to it
Makes the world go around

Money evil But I’m prolly gon die with it

I’m counting on it

Believe in me and I’m standing on it

[HOOK]

Can’t nobody tell me how LIVE

Even when they try to bring you down you gotta 

LIVE

You ain’t gotta be the best

But you know you gotta LIVE

Gotta realize you get one chance to LIVE

Everybody dies so that mean you gotta LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Can’t nobody tell me 

Can’t nobody tell me how to LIVE

Proud of You

[Verse – August Wild]

My dad’s daddy was an alcoholic

My dad himself was an alcoholic

Even I was an alcoholic

Wonder what my child’s gonna be once they get the knowledge

Everybody wants the best for they kid

Every now and then I think about advice I would give

That’s when I really gotta think about the life that I lived

One day I’m going to tell my child never do what I did

They’ll probably look at me confused

Askin what I mean

Everything you did got you everything you dreamed

But I was in the past so focused on the future 

I damn near forgot about the moments in between

Life is never what it seems when you want somebody else’s

Look within yourself every time you feel helpless 

You might not feel too strong but you are

And on the day I go, know I’m always in your heart

[HOOK]

Listen up

Listen up

Who you are, is enough

And I’m gunna tell you, what nobody told me

I love who you are, you are my baby

And I’m, so, proud of you

I’m, so, proud of you

I’m, so, proud of you

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Grew up too fast wasn’t acting my age

Young men don’t be hardheaded life is precious. That’s the game.

Things can change don’t be putting a blame on other folks

Take a look at the image in the mirror went alone

I was smoking just a cop I was sprinting away

Don’t want to deal with your problems. Keep your shoes laced.

So you can run so far I know how that feels

Family never had my back wouldn’t care if I was killed wouldn’t

But the pattern won’t continue

I’m about to be a better father

And I gotta teach you what they never taught us, son or daughter

You got a voice and you gotta say

I promise I’m gonna never make you fall in love with the pain

Like I did as a kid

I was out in the streets with no love in the household

I’m incomplete

Drugs tear apart, what a kid really fiends

Appreciate your children before they cuss you out and leave

[HOOK]

Listen up

Listen up

Who you are, is enough

And I’m gunna tell you, what nobody told me

I love who you are, you are my baby

And I’m, so, proud of you

I’m, so, proud of you

I’m, so, proud of you

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