[Verse – August Wild]

I’ve been taking time away from everybody 

Growing up, I wanted love from everybody 

Now I see the world of what it is 

And I don’t really care to fuck with anybody 

Ain’t nobody made me cold 

I’m not what was done to me I am what I chose 

I chose everybody but me and my integrity 

Everybody I was living for is now dead to me

I think I’m seeing ghosts 

Only time I see them come around is when I toast

I know I’m way too generous to all these motherfuckers talking shit when I was broke

Where was everybody when I needed them the most? 

Let me know!

Even though 

It doesn’t matter 

Any more

I won’t ever find peace if I’m always at war

What I know is what I know

I know im headed for more

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Pushed away people that I love, but the same people show me I was never good enough

On a run from my feelings, I always try to keep them tucked

With the blood, I was chilling practiced misconduct

I was doing so much, but I never feed the energy

Look inside the mirror and I found my worst enemy

Used to blame suckers from having that lack of empathy

But I don’t see nothing from haters besides jealousy

They telling me to trust, but I got nothing left in me

Sit inside my home on my own, but I keep an empty

Bag and so I’m feeling shitty

I don’t need no one to tempt me

Thought I’d give you back some pity

Wonder why they distant with me

Let me know!

Even though 

It doesn’t matter 

Any more

The world’s cold but I love it so I never wanna die

But I’ll probably get killed because the beef ain’t aside

[Verse – August Wild & NittyGritty]

I used to have these old friends who would fry me on my swag 

And now they take turns putting fries in my bag

I used to have a bunch of suckers that would teach me how to sag now the same one sporting a bra and coach bag

They turn me down as the nice guy, they was too bad

Now they hit me on the low to be they third baby Dad

Turn me down because I was broke and it wasn’t in a C class

Now I’m pulling up with money and she’s skimming through the trash

You see life has a funny way of comin back round 

Me & Nitty told you boys we won’t ever backdown

Me and August hottest Summer on the beach don’t make a sound

August nights in the booth, make me sweat regret out

Let me know!

Even though 

It doesn’t matter 

Any more
I won’t ever find peace if I’m always at war
What I know is what I know
I know I’m headed for more, thats a fact

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