Rearview

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Too much pressure it’s Extra
It’s on my shoulder blades
Notice I Came from the pain
And ain’t never changed
Thinking ’bout my memories
Friends turned to enemies

Looking back

Pictures were painted From all the stress that came

Try to sleep
But I’m Tossing, turning
Stomach is churning
Money motivated me

I’m not worthless

Still I hate My old self
Wish it hurt less
Regrets and I hide it With sex
But really feel depressed
I remember Putting five on pump five

And Take the other five
and drive and get high
I was Breathing

still I felt off I’m dead inside

What’s the meaning

They pick out a coffin when I die

Trying to put it all behind me

The weight is hard to carry though
I’m Merry-go ride

running in circles tough to bury those

Feelings and emotions

I Hear ’em on the stereo
Talk about my past
But the future I got room to grow

[Verse – August Wild]

Tell me what you wanna know

I’m an open book

I can tell you what I got or I can show you what it took

I misunderstood, what it would

Take for me to start

No one tells you growing up

Will also mean you grow apart

From the people that you hold within your heart

Pardon me

I get overly emotional thinking of memories

I remember all of us would always talk about our dreams

Now I only get to kick it with the homies in my dreams

Such is life

Looking at my life

How can I be down

I got every need when I take a look around

Cause I used to think that happiness was when you had a lot

Now I know that I happiness I being good with what you got

I remember having nothing

I would find some kind of joy

I been sad having money

I been happy unemployed

And the opposite was true

And true enough, it’s nothing new

You either point the blame

Or change your point of view

[Hook]

Looking back at my life
I reminisce
Look at that
I came far

I Made ’em pissed
Keep the stacks
I like ’em large
I want ’em crisp

Rear view
It’s in the past
It don’t exist
Rear view

See my life in the rear view
Rear view
See my life in the rear view
Rear view

I see my life in the rear view
The rear view
Rear view
The rear view