Still Waiting (feat. Cisco)

[Verse – August Wild]

All I ever wanted in this life was to provide

The life I’m living now I dreamt when I was 5

Comin out the east side

When the family got us out cause they was trying to survive 

I ain’t ever ever goin back to barely getting by

I remember how it used to be

It’s not the shit you brag about

Sleeping on the floor, we as living at my gramma house

Daddy never cried he was trynna be a man about

Losing everything that I he loved

He couldn’t stand around

Doin nothing

That’s why I’m after something bigger than myself

But kinda like my Daddy I don’t need nobody help

Cause every fucking time I tried to trust somebody else

They leave me there to die every single time I fell

It turned me to real cold body

Had me walkin round this life like I know nobody

I don’t hold no body to the bar that I set

And the day I stop going for my dreams, I’ll be dead

[Verse – NittyGritty]

Dream chasing, complacent I’m Feeling last place
I’m On a mission
They don’t listen to me anyway
I’m Speaking real shit

I swear I’m past fake
Saw my brother through the glass
But I can’t break
Heartbreak

Thought I’d be further I Guess it’s too late
Can’t say that I had a father
Man, I hate his face

And We look alike
But we took different paths
Music was my destiny
I’d die if I ain’t wrote a rap

Spoke a fact
Now you relatin and tell me that was gas
Underestimated I’m Hated
I Hope I make ’em mad
I just wanna vent through the interface

Just wanna piss people off Today
Lookin at my wrist
It ain’t gold today

Still I’m authentic
Pretending ain’t what I demonstrate
see my face Struggle is written on it

I see my fate

They still waiting on me
They’ll have to visit my grave

[Verse – Cisco]
You know

Many people we love
We owe thanks to
And without them
We wouldn’t be able to thank you

Pushin for somethin much bigger than myself 

Puttin weights on my body these muscles gon help

I don’t do this shit for nobody but my own self

You thinkin that im selfish but you never lent help

How the fuck can I respect you but you don’t respect ya self 

without a father to bother I was stuck on that shelf

Since 6yrs old been giving myself advice

Explains why the lefts that I took weren’t right

Was meant for the pen but I put one in my hand

Without my grandmother a nigga would’ve been dead 

Reachin for the heavens everytime I think bad

I think back bout the bad times that we had

The places we once was and the ppl that we got now 

Grateful to be headed for heights we never thought bout 

Can’t comprehend all the obstacles overcame 

Could give a fuck if they know me or know my name